It's who I am

I am a wife, and a mother.

I am happy, sad, exhausted, energetic, joyful, depressed, excited, understanding, impatient, and mad. And I can be all those things at the same time.

I am beautiful. I am insecure about my looks.
I am intelligent and yet dumb at the same time.
I know what I'm saying even when it doesn't make sense.
I like to listen to music when I fall asleep.
I like who I am but hate it at the same time.
I am blunt and honest. I will probably offend many people.
I am loving and forgiving but will probably never forget that time you hurt me.
I like chocolate. I enjoy eating.
I love my children and my husband, even though they all drive me crazy.
I really don't enjoy sleeping that much. I would rather be awake doing something.
I yell when I'm mad.
Small things irritate me.
I enjoy a clean house but don't have the energy to clean it most of the time.
I am blonde, and I act it at times.
I am crazy, or can be.
I am shy now, although, at one time I wasn't.
I love 80's music.
I have dry skin.
I love my eyes.
I am stubborn.
I hate being alone but love it when I have I quiet house.
I don't like the military life, but I enjoy the security of it.
I feel old but know I am still young.
I like to exercise.
I hate my body. I have a low self-esteem.
I think my daughter is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen and am saddened at the fact that I know she's going to hate the way she looks one day.
I enjoy some 'girly' things.
I bite my nails.
I hate shaving my legs. They are too long, it's too much work.
I love wearing makeup and doing my hair when I have the time.
I enjoy working on my car and changing the oil.
I love to learn new things.
I can sew and crochet.
I love fixing up my house.
I hate chick flicks, but I love the idea of romance.
I need to be loved and shown love.
I need to be listened to sometimes.

Above all, I am a woman. I am moody and very emotional. I love it but wish it was easier to control at times. I believe because of it, I can feel great amounts of happiness and joy in the little things in my life. I can feel pain and sorrow more easily but it's worth it to me. I love being a woman. I love being me. It's who I am and I can't deny it, no matter how much you might hate it. I am changing what I can but accepting of what I can't. So love me for who I am, not what you want me to be.